God’s Spirit is Grieved

My spirit is grieved today…
This is what the Holy Spirit has placed on my heart to write…
I’m talking to “Christians” those who say they are followers of Christ…
I’m going to be as real and descriptive as I possibly can because there are many who need to hear this…So get ready…put on your seatbelts and hang on…it’s going to be a bumpy ride…
Let me say right now this is not about whether divorce is right or wrong…It’s about what divorce does to families…and how it destroys lives.
I am saying this from personal experience not to cause condemnation but to tell you from my heart to yours, the deep, gut wrenching pain that comes from divorce!
Don’t stop reading…please read all the way to the end…it may not be you, but I guarantee, you know someone who is suffering from this demon…and it is a demon straight from the pit of hell…whether you believe or don’t it makes no difference…it is REAL!
And the worst part of it all is it what divorce does to children…
It causes insecurity, low self-esteem, and sickness. It causes mental and social and physical illness. Bed wetting, biting of finger-nails, hypertension, depression, trust issues…despairing of hope…fear of everything and everyone… and it sets the child up for failure in all relationships for the rest of their life.
I’m not saying there isn’t healing that can come but are you willing to take that chance? The healing will only come through the Blood of Jesus…nothing else works…you only fool yourself if you think otherwise. I’m telling you, the risk is too great!
To husbands and wives who divorce…
You may think that divorce is the answer and in some cases of extreme abuse, I’d say divorce is the answer.
God never intended for husbands and wives to divorce. The marriage ordained by God was symbolic of the marriage between Christ and His Bride, the Church. Jesus would never divorce his bride or abuse her.
But because of the HARDNESS of HEARTS Moses wrote a bill of divorcement…
Hardness of hearts…Pharaoh’s heart was hardened; look what it cost him.
There is a horrible cost that comes with divorce…not to mention the attorney fees that’s just money.
You become like the walking dead…
Sleep eludes you…food is a four letter word…you are literally torn in half…mentally insane…the war begins and it’s not just a war between you and your spouse…it is a demonic war and no one wins but Satan…
Not only are you torn in half…your children are ripped and dragged through the war with you…between you…the father pulls on one arm and the mother pulls on the other arm…and the splitting begins…
The devil is the master deceiver…He whispers in your ear…divorce is not so bad…it’ll be so much better when you’re out of this marriage with this lunatic…anger and hate take over and the person you vowed to love forever…you can’t stand to even look at them…you leave each other to fend for yourselves and the children pay the price of your decisions…
So you make it through the courts and now there’s child support to pay and visits for the children every other weekend…holidays are split up…grandparents are seen rarely…and enters the other girlfriend or boyfriend…with their children and issues…that opens a whole other story…
But it never ends….
It will be this way for the rest of your lives…
Unforgiveness destroys lives…
The aftermath of divorce is so much worse than the beginning…
People turn to alcohol, drugs, pills, therapy or they just sink into the bottomless pit of walking dead…Zombies…on the inside, anyway…Oh they put on a fake front in public but behind closed doors…they live with regret and unforgiveness…anger and pain.
I’ve gone through this…I know what I’m talking about…the only way I survived…I had to forgive…
Why is divorce so horrible…
It leaves it’s victims not really dead, but not living either…and you have to go on and still do your job…take care of the shattered family…converse with the enemy your broken spouse…FOREVER…
I did forgive and even though Jesus took the broken pieces of my life and helped me to begin again after years of struggling and trauma…there is still the scar where two had been one…but ripped apart…
Healing did come but only years after I was able to accept and forgive.
If you are thinking about divorce, if you are listening to the whispers of the devil and he’s saying, “Surely you won’t die…” You are being deceived just as Eve and Adam were…No you won’t die…not in the sense that you think…but it will kill your spouse and your children in way that you will never recover from…even when you forgive…because your family unit as you know it, will cease to exist…
If you are having problems in your marriage I beg you…do whatever you have to do to save your marriage … Go to God…get help from Him not from a source that tells you it’s OK…it will never be OK…
Yes my spirit is grieved but more than that the Holy Spirit is grieved…
Do Not Do what you are planning…God has so much more for you as husband and wife…Seek Him…and Forgive. Forgive your spouse and forgive yourself and set aside selfishness…
Father in the name of Jesus I pray for marriages today…I pray for forgiveness and restoration. I pray for holiness and repentance…Holy Spirit give men and women your power to overcome the enemy of their souls…I pray for the children that you will protect them and help their parents to realize the cost is to great…their lives, their children’s lives and future generations are counting on them to make the right decisions…Let men love their wives as you, Jesus love the Church and gave yourself for her…Let women respect their husbands and honor them…God I pray you will heal marriages today and do not let them be deceived, do let them be destroyed…In Your Mighty Name I pray Jesus…Amen and Amen….
–Marla Shaw O’Neill
Wives, submit yourselves to your own husbands as you do to the Lord. For the husband is the head of the wife as Christ is the head of the church, his body, of which he is the Savior. Now as the church submits to Christ, so also wives should submit to their husbands in everything.
Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her to make her holy, cleansing her by the washing with water through the word, and to present her to himself as a radiant church, without stain or wrinkle or any other blemish, but holy and blameless. In this same way, husbands ought to love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself. After all, no one ever hated their own body, but they feed and care for their body, just as Christ does the church—for we are members of his body. “For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and the two will become one flesh.” This is a profound mystery—but I am talking about Christ and the church. However, each one of you also must love his wife as he loves himself, and the wife must respect her husband. Ephesians 5:22-33 New International Version (NIV)
 Jesus said, “Moses wrote this command only as a concession to your hardhearted ways. In the original creation, God made male and female to be together. Because of this, a man leaves father and mother, and in marriage he becomes one flesh with a woman—no longer two individuals, but forming a new unity. Because God created this organic union of the two sexes, no one should desecrate his art by cutting them apart.” Mark 10:5-9The Message (MSG)

High Priest

White, Purity…
Blue, Heaven…
Gold, Majesty…
Purple, Royalty…
Scarlet, the Blood…
The bells I hear as he walks by…
Pomegranate seeds full of life, fruit, supplied…
High Priest sacrificed,
The lamb died…
Veil torn,
Now the presence of God
Inside…
Each one,
When you decide…
To walk in the presence of God!
–Marla Shaw O’Neill May 15, 2017
Hebrews 2:17-18 New International Version (NIV)
For this reason he had to be made like them, fully human in every way, in order that he might become a merciful and faithful high priest in service to God, and that he might make atonement for the sins of the people.
I wrote this poem, with the colors of the High Priest’s garments in mind. The pomegranate symbolizing lives by the hundreds of seeds they contain and the sustenance they provide as a fruit. I thought some clarity was needed.

Show Me Your Glory…

 

I’m over taken with tears of thankfulness this morning…God will do anything and everything to show us His glory…He loves you! He loves me! His love is inconceivable to our mind, more compassionate than any human heart, and absolutely tangible to our souls. He’s tenderhearted towards his beloved…and to prove it, He died a painful, merciless death, to prove His love for you and me!
Moses said to God, “Please show me Your glory!
Oh God, show me your glory…
Let me draw near to that place beside you…
To stand upon the rock and watch as you pass by
The Rock of Horeb, where the water is brought
From Christ I’ll stand, and all is wrought
Safe at your right hand…
There is no greater glory than your presence
On the rock I will stand…
One small glimpse is all I ask
Favored by your grace and mercy
Come on child, I’ll remove my mask…
And you will see My goodness pass
I AM, is before you…
My glory will pass by you, as I hide you in the cleft of the rock
I will cover you with my hand and as I pass by
You will see the back of me…
But my face you will not see…
For my brightness would overtake thee
My mercy is the glory of my goodness…
And as you seek to know more of me…
I’ll open your soul to the mysteries…
Of depths and heights far beyond this world
To live with me eternally…
I AM is with thee! 
–Marla Shaw O’Neill May 12, 2017
And he (Moses) said, “Please, show me Your glory.”
Then He(God) said, “I will make all My goodness pass before you, and I will proclaim the name of the Lord before you. I will be gracious to whom I will be gracious, and I will have compassion on whom I will have compassion.” But He said, “You cannot see My face; for no man shall see Me, and live.” And the Lord said, “Here is a place by Me, and you shall stand on the rock. So it shall be, while My glory passes by, that I will put you in the cleft of the rock, and will cover you with My hand while I pass by. Then I will take away My hand, and you shall see My back; but My face shall not be seen.” Exodus 33:18-23 New King James Version (NKJV)

 

Peace! Be Still!

It was in the evening and the disciples were out on the sea…a storm rose up and they were afraid…
You’re living life when a storm comes up, you’re being tossed around like a boat in the middle of a hurricane out on life’s sea…
You can rebuke your storm just like Jesus and say, “Peace! Be still!”
The winds cease, the waters calmly rest and the sky turns from darkness to a bright, calm starlit night…
When you are in the midst of the storm you can’t see the moon shine or the stars…all you can see is fear and the imminent destruction that is upon you…
But Jesus slept through the storm without any concern. Why?
Because, He is peace! And because He wants us to recognize we have the very same peace inside of us, if we will just stop looking at the tempest and focus on Him, the Prince of Peace, and say to the storm, “PEACE!” “BE STILL!”
After many years of reading those words in Mark 4:39, the words seem to run together, peace be still. This morning when I read them they jumped out at me and I saw them differently…Peace, Jesus our peace, The Shalom; our Healer, our Rescuer, Deliverer, Wind and Sea Commander, the one who lives inside of us, giving us the authority to say, PEACE! And all becomes still and calm.
Get this, it is evening, Jesus is sleeping peaceably in the boat as it is being tossed about in the rain and the wind, and it is dark… He is not afraid, he is not weary or frightened, no, he is sleeping.
To have that kind of resolve with complete assurance that nothing, not even a hurricane can touch his sweet sleep…understand you have the Prince of Peace IN YOU. You have that complete assurance and you too can sleep. You can rise up and rebuke the wind and the sea, and it must obey…Peace…be still…
The thing is, Jesus got a little irritated at his disciples because they had the peace with them the whole time…but they were afraid of the wind and the storm. They didn’t recognize they had the power to also speak to the wind and the waves and they would have obeyed them too!
Don’t be afraid when the storms in life rock your world (easy for me to say, but I’m learning this too)…Jesus is inside of you and with you in the storm…you don’t have to yell, “Jesus wake up, don’t you know we are about to perish?” Instead, speak His Words…”Peace! Be still!” And the same peace that he spoke to the wind and the waves that night, will obey, because Jesus’ Spirit is in you and he has given you and me the same power when we use it in faith!
Jesus is not sleeping, He arose, and when you truly understand this; Your spirit will rise up and take courage, you will speak to your storm, PEACE, be still! And the storm will lie down…the waves will cease and be calm, your thoughts will be light and unafraid…and in the center of the turmoil, the tossing will turn to steadfast assurance…and there will be a great calm.
Storm, I rebuke you right now…Peace! Be still! The wind and the waves obey in Jesus name. And there is a great calm. Amen!
On the same day, when evening had come, He said to them, “Let us cross over to the other side.” Now when they had left the multitude, they took Him along in the boat as He was. And other little boats were also with Him. And a great windstorm arose, and the waves beat into the boat, so that it was already filling. But He was in the stern, asleep on a pillow. And they awoke Him and said to Him, “Teacher, do You not care that we are perishing?” Then He arose and rebuked the wind, and said to the sea, “Peace, be still!” And the wind ceased and there was a great calm. Mark 4: 35-39 NKJV
–Marla Shaw O’Neill May 12, 2017

God Makes Me As Surefooted as a Deer

While at the doctor’s office today a couple came in, they were older than me…LOL…the lady’s phone rang and I heard her talking to her daughter…I was trying not to ease drop but it was a small room so I had no choice.
She said, “Your dad is fine, nothing to worry about. We have two speeds, slow and stop…”
I laughed to myself…they were so cute…
And then I had an eye opener…
No matter how big we think our faith is…and no matter who we have praying for us…when you are faced with the possibility of receiving news of a terminal disease…it’s like you are holding your breath until it is confirmed one way or the other…
I have Faith in God…I know what he said is true…I’ve read story after story of how he heals and has healed me many times…and others I know he’s healed…why do we doubt?
Jesus asked Peter, “Why did you doubt me?”
I thought about this question a lot and in my heart and in my spirit I’d hear the Holy Spirit say, “You are not going to die now. You are going to be alright…” and I’d respond “I trust you God! You are my healer…and I thank you for my healing…”
And yet there’s that amazing relief when you hear the doctor say, it is not cancer…
Confirmation…relief and joy…
Why didn’t I feel that way before I got the news…?
Do we really believe God?
I had to repent…and say, “Jesus, I believe you, but help my unbelief.”
I believe he smiles and says, “It’s OK daughter, but go and sin no more! Your faith has made you whole!”
I also learned during this trial…that faith comes from the heart not your head…
Jesus wants our heart…
Search me O God and know my heart…
And he does…and what he finds there he reveals to us so that we can change…
His gift to me today, was life…but it is no different from any other day…He IS LIFE!!
And even when I die…I have His life!!!
But it sure is good to know that he’s not calling me home yet…
He is my deliverer and my healer…Jesus is, The Great Physician!!!
Child, have faith in me…trust me…I will never forsake you…don’t follow me for what you can get from me…follow me so that you can learn from me so you can know me…I will not lie to you…I will not abandon you…open your heart and you’ll see me, there, leading, guiding and directing your path.
When the road looks dark, and you feel alone…
When everyone seems to have deserted you…look full in my face and know I am right here with you…sing a new song of praise. I am closer than your heartbeat…keep your eyes on me not the circumstances…I love you ~~God
Let me add this today, for those who did receive the fatal news and you were told it is cancer…don’t give up, don’t despair…there is a reason for everything…Only God knows what it is…but I can tell you this from experience watching my mom bear that news with grace and hope in her God, even though she believed and had faith that he would heal her one way or the other…when it came time to accept what God had for her, she said, “I’m in your hands God…your will be done.” And God took her home. We are all going home one day…but how we live right now, with the time we have left, use it to glorify God…use it to encourage and strengthen others who may not be as strong in their faith…God bless you and give you grace every step of the way…take heart little one…Jesus is with you right now and he is carrying you all the way home.
–Marla Shaw O’Neill
Habakkuk 3:17-19 New Living Translation (NLT)
Even though the fig trees have no blossoms, and there are no grapes on the vines; even though the olive crop fails, and the fields lie empty and barren; even though the flocks die in the fields, and the cattle barns are empty, yet I will rejoice in the Lord! I will be joyful in the God of my salvation! The Sovereign Lord is my strength! He makes me as surefooted as a deer, able to tread upon the heights.

 

Jesus, the Bread of Life

John 6:20-39

The next day the crowd that had stayed on the far shore saw that the disciples had taken the only boat, and they realized Jesus had not gone with them. Several boats from Tiberias landed near the place where the Lord had blessed the bread and the people had eaten.  So when the crowd saw that neither Jesus nor his disciples were there, they got into the boats and went across to Capernaum to look for him. They found him on the other side of the lake and asked, “Rabbi, when did you get here?”

Jesus replied, “I tell you the truth, you want to be with me because I fed you, not because you understood the miraculous signs. But don’t be so concerned about perishable things like food. Spend your energy seeking the eternal life that the Son of Man can give you. For God the Father has given me the seal of his approval.”

They replied, “We want to perform God’s works, too. What should we do?”

Jesus told them, “This is the only work God wants from you: Believe in the one he has sent.”

They answered, “Show us a miraculous sign if you want us to believe in you. What can you do? After all, our ancestors ate manna while they journeyed through the wilderness! The Scriptures say, ‘Moses gave them bread from heaven to eat.’

Jesus said, “I tell you the truth, Moses didn’t give you bread from heaven. My Father did. And now he offers you the true bread from heaven. The true bread of God is the one who comes down from heaven and gives life to the world.”

“Sir,” they said, “give us that bread every day.”

Jesus replied, “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never be hungry again. Whoever believes in me will never be thirsty. But you haven’t believed in me even though you have seen me. However, those the Father has given me will come to me, and I will never reject them. For I have come down from heaven to do the will of God who sent me, not to do my own will. And this is the will of God, that I should not lose even one of all those he has given me, but that I should raise them up at the last day.

Why are You following Jesus?

The Angel Song

God gave me this song in 2011, I was living with my mom at the time. The pain of the loss of a loved one, loneliness, depression set in and life was dark. God is always with us even in the dark. I wrote this for my first book, ‘Sing Sarah Sing.’ I want to share it with you today. God never lies, He never changes, and He never leaves us…

We will face many battles in life and loss and hurt will always be there…but there will also be joy and happiness and new life and new opportunities for good…it rains on the just and the unjust…

My hope is not in things or people…My hope is in the Lord! I will trust Him, no matter what and one day I will be going home on Angel’s wings….

When life gets too hard to bear…than Sing child, sing!!

If you can’t sing, hum, and if that doesn’t work, then turn the radio on and turn it up all the way and let the music lift you higher and higher…

Music has healing…You are going to make it!! 

Though times are hard
I’m by your side
Your tears I hold within my hand
No matter what I’ll hold you close
Look to the one who understands.
Though fear may come, and tears may fall
Be still and know, that I am God
Let perfect peace restore your heart
And know my love we’ll never part
Chorus:
I walked the road of trials and torment
I sat with those who love me still
But on the cross
I felt the suffering of all the ones who love me most.
The birds they sing a nightly chorus
Of joy and peace to all they bring
So lift your voice and head toward heaven
And learn their song, their song and sing.
He gives me peace, He gives me life, the angels sing be glorified
Praise to the King our mighty King
We’re going home on angels wings.
 
When in the stillness now at midnight
I see the star of love so bright
I’ll never ever doubt my Savior
For He will lead me through the night
And on the breeze I hear Him whisper…
Press on my child and do not weep
For at the dawn you’ll have your answer
So close your eyes and go to sleep.
 
Chorus:
I walked the road of trials and torment
I sat with those who love me still
But on the cross
I felt the suffering of all the ones who loved me most.
The birds they sing a nightly chorus
Of joy and peace to all they bring
So lift your voice and head toward heaven
And learn their song, their song and sing.
He gives me peace, He gives me life, the angels sing be glorified
Praise to the King our mighty King
We’re going home on angels wings.
 
I wake at dawn and have my answer
His peace I sing to all who wait
And then He gives me sweet assurance
I’ll never, ever be alone
These souls I bring to heaven’s harvest
They are the ones who overcome
And now my love
You have your answer
Your journey’s only just begun!
By: Marla Shaw O’Neill 2014©

His Love, is, the Light

In my prayer time yesterday I was asking God to show me more of Jesus…to fill me with more of Him and I also prayed for those he had placed on my heart…
But…it was as if my prayer was not getting any higher than the ceiling. So I pulled out the big guns…and I asked the Holy Spirit to pray for me…and BAM…supernatural power took over and my prayers went straight up, with full force from my spirit right through the ceiling into the portals of the heavenlies…supernatural power into the very heart of God…whew…thank you LORD!
Before I knew it I was in the spiritual realm of the throne-room of God and boldly declaring the needs of the people, to find help in this hour of need, in the name of Jesus…
Then falling to the floor, because I was overpowered with the Love of God…it was amazing…I couldn’t say anything except, “God you’re amazing!!!!” He revealed to me something about His brilliant LIGHT…He said, “It’s not the brilliance of my light that over powers and is blinding to the eyes of humans…it’s not the light that keeps them from seeing my face for no one has seen God and lived….It is, MY LOVE…my love is what is so brilliant, my love is what transforms you, my love is what gives life, my love is what saves you and it is my LOVE that lives right inside of you!!!
Even now I can hardly write these words because of the over powering sense of the Love of God…Because GOD, IS, LOVE!!! (I John 4:8)
The enemy of God is the absence of Love…darkness has no love…
Lucifer rejected God’s love…therefore because GOD is LOVE…he could no longer stay in Love’s presence…it is impossible…
And so, Love, sent Jesus in human form, full of love for mankind…and when he ascended to heaven…he said Go wait in Jerusalem for I’m sending you another comforter not only will he walk with you but he will be, IN YOU!!
A tiny spark of Love is what lives inside us when we accept Jesus into our hearts as the Lord of our lives…It’s love…God’s love…that’s why we feel such peace and joy and freedom from the burdens of sin when we open our hearts to receive him in…Just as God breathed life into Adam and gave him a living soul…
Jesus sent the Holy Spirit so that we would become alive again no longer under the curse of the law of sin and death. Love would come into us and we would again be united in Love with the Father!!
It was Gabriel, the angel of the Lord, who appeared to Mary and said, The Holy Spirit will come upon you and the Power of the Most High will come over you, Mary, and Jesus the son of God will be born…perfect love, perfect sacrifice, God’s love…making it possible for His love to live in our very own hearts… (Read Luke 1:35)
God’s love grows and grows and grows…as we draw closer to Him, and dwell in him and let him dwell within us…
Oh that I could tell you, if I only had the words to express what I know in my being…the Love of God is Amazing…his love heals, and transforms us into his imagine which is LOVE!! That’s why there are no wars, or pain or sin or death or any putrid thing in heaven…because that light that is talked about, the light that blinded Saul on the road to Damascus and changed him…the light of the World that is Jesus, it is his Love…
Faith, hope and Love…I Corinthians 13:13, says, “But the greatest of these is Love….
Because He is, Love!
God’s love forgives…His love redeems, His love will sanctify us, set us apart for His glory, His love delivers us from death and the grave…His love shuts the mouths of lions, His love walked on water, His love quenches all the fiery darts of the enemy, Satan.
God’s love hung on a cross, His love died for you and for me, and His love rose, ascended and he sent His love to us so that we could have His love in us…the light of His love, brilliantly glowing through us, for the world to see, and know, that they can have his Love too!!
God’s love will enable us to walk through the storms of life, to pray without ceasing, to love beyond persecution, to forgive every offense, it will heal our wounds and be a sweet-smelling savor to him and as we walk in his heel prints… when our time here is over His love will take us all the way to our heavenly home…
His love is not abuse; his love is pure and steadfast. His love never fails or changes.
I’m not talking about the sensual kind of love of our nature…
I’m talking about the very nature of God…in him there is no sin, no hate, no disease, no lie, for He cannot be any of those things…because His very essence is LOVE!! His love is a covenant and cannot be broken…
I pray you get this even if it’s just a spark…because a spark can cause a blazing fire…
Let LOVE, set you on supernatural, spiritual fire, for Him today!!!
May it burn and spread within your hearts to everyone you encounter…
Like the two, who as they walked along the road with Jesus…and didn’t recognize him…but after he left them they said, “Didn’t our hearts burn within us?” (Read-Luke 24:13-35 New International Version (NIV))
I pray the Holy Spirit will burn within you today and you will be overcome with the Love of God and that it will change you forever…and you will love everyone you meet until His Love, changes the whole world…Amen!
All you have to do is ask God for Love…He is more than willing to give it to you!
–Marla Shaw O’Neill May 10, 2017

Our Mothers

Mothers are not perfect
Mothers sometimes are unfair
Mothers make lots of mistakes
Leaving their hearts vulnerable and bear…
Mothers are leaders
Of their children whom they hold dear
Mothers are strong and brave and cheer
For their children all their lives…
Mothers teach by example; you will survive
Mothers cry and Mothers laugh and Mothers always clap
For their children’s achievements
No matter how big or insignificant…
To Mothers, theirs are the best…
Sons, daughters, honor your mother and love her…
From a baby, to a teen…to adulthood
Our Mothers are misunderstood…
One day, darling girl, loving boy…
When you’re holding your baby, in your arms…
Then you will know the heart of your own dear Mother
Was made of love like no other…
–Marla Shaw O’Neill May 9, 2017
“Honor your father and mother, as the Lord your God commanded you. Then you will live a long, full life in the land the Lord your God is giving you. Deuteronomy 5:16-18 New Living Translation (NLT)
Honor your father and mother.” This is the first commandment with a promise: Ephesians 6:2New Living Translation (NLT)

I Know What it is…

 

I know what it is to see the breath of life leave my loved one’s body, and I know what it is to see the first breath of a new life enter the world…
I know what it is to be abandoned and rejected…
I know the devastation of divorce, as a child and as an adult, how it leaves the family shattered, to face life’s challenges alone……
I know what it is to look in the eyes of my children’s hearts and see them broken…
I know what it is to be locked away, and your life placed in someone else’s hands…
I know what it is to be beaten and humiliated because someone’s anger got out of hand…and I know what it is to face defeat, become homeless and live in total despair…
I know the stench of demon cancer as it slowly strips dignity and life from its victims…and I know the broken heart of a baby taken as death takes its toll leaving a large gaping hole with the horror the wounds leave behind…
I know what it is to be diagnosed with an incurable disease, and feel hopeless; striving to survive but all you can do is cope day by day…
I know abuse, and pain and loss and hurt…I know fear and doubt…
Yes I know, because I’ve been there—
I know what it is to be so tired you want to die…I know what it is to cry and cry with no relief in sight…begging for years but the answer is, no!
Yes, I know all this—
But I also know, I could have chosen to be bitter or to hate and wallow in unforgiveness…
I chose to be better, and to love and to forgive—
I know the peace that comes through forgiveness…
I know the joy that comes through tears wiped away…
I know the love and forgiveness of family and friends; and I know the love that only comes from above—
I know the light of hope and love restored in the hearts of my children…
I know the unexplainable, undeniable, incomprehensible, Peace and rest while standing in a crowd of thousands, giving praise and worship to the Living God.
I know the gift of being lifted higher than all the pain, basking in the presence of the One who gave me life and hope…
I could be bitter; I could have chosen drugs, alcohol, sex, perversion, living on the streets, I could have chosen death…but none of that would have saved me—
I chose to Love and Forgive, and because of that, I am blessed beyond measure…
Loved completely—
Saved totally, restored, set free, pardoned and given treasure more than this world could ever offer—
I know what it’s like to face death—
More than that, I know what its like to face Life, because I know Him, Jesus, the one who not only took all that sorrow and shame and guilt and pain away, but He gave me the amazing gift of a full life.
I made the choice! I chose Jesus! I chose to give and not take…to love and not hate…I chose to live and not die…
We all have a choice…
We come to a cross-road…you’ll know it when you get there…I pray you too will make the correct choice…
God has more mercy than we could ever expect
More Love than we could ever run out of…
More Joy than could fill an ocean or a sky
More Faith than we need to move every mountain
More peace than the Universe can hold
His arms are bigger than the Grand Canyon
He reached out to each and every one of us on the cross—
And He is saying right now…”NO Matter WHAT, you are facing, if you will open your heart and love Me back…I will SAVE you totally, turn your life around for good, and you will be free to laugh, love, and be at peace with yourself, with others, and with God.”
It’s a choice! I’m not saying you’ll never face loss or pain again…but I am saying when you do, you will have hope and faith to take you all the way through and you will not be alone…
God’s way is so much better, this I also know!!
His Light will come flooding in, and you’ll never, ever, be the same lost, lonely, hurting, fearful, desperate person ever again…
Because He has said so!
–Marla Shaw O’Neill
For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. Romans 6:23 King James Version (KJV)
“Don’t let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, and trust also in me. There is more than enough room in my Father’s home. If this were not so, would I have told you that I am going to prepare a place for you? When everything is ready, I will come and get you, so that you will always be with me where I am. And you know the way to where I am going.”
“No, we don’t know, Lord,” Thomas said. “We have no idea where you are going, so how can we know the way?”
Jesus told him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one can come to the Father except through me. If you had really known me, you would know who my Father is. From now on, you do know him and have seen him!” John 14:1-7 New Living Translation (NLT)