Be Courageous Be Bold Hebrews 4:16

This morning I decided to take communion all by myself. Well God the Father, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit was with me.

I was reminded that in the Old Testament, from Genesis to Malachi in all these books there are events that took place that point us to the coming of Jesus/Yeshua, the Messiah. Specifically we see Him in the Passover. When the Lord, told Moses to tell the Israelites to take the blood of a young lamb or a goat and apply to the top of their doorpost of their homes; that when the Angel of the Lord passed over them in the night, that their firstborn would live and not die. That included animals too. All who did not have the blood applied to their doorposts, the firstborn, people and animals would die. Pharaoh hardened his heart over and over again, against God’s children and would not let them go, so from Pharaoh’s own mouth the final plague would be that the firstborn would die.

Exodus 12: 17-27

“Celebrate this Festival of Unleavened Bread, for it will remind you that I brought your forces out of the land of Egypt on this very day. This festival will be a permanent law for you; celebrate this day from generation to generation. The bread you eat must be made without yeast from the evening of the fourteenth day of the first month until the evening of the twenty-first day of that month. During those seven days, there must be no trace of yeast in your homes. Anyone who eats anything made with yeast during this week will be cut off from the community of Israel. These regulations apply both to the foreigners living among you and to the native-born Israelites. During those days you must not eat anything made with yeast. Wherever you live, eat only bread made without yeast.”

Then Moses called all the elders of Israel together and said to them, “Go, pick out a lamb or young goat for each of your families, and slaughter the Passover animal. Drain the blood into a basin. Then take a bundle of hyssop branches and dip it into the blood. Brush the hyssop across the top and sides of the doorframes of your houses. And no one may go out through the door until morning. For the Lord will pass through the land to strike down the Egyptians. But when he sees the blood on the top and sides of the doorframe, the Lord will pass over your home. He will not permit his death angel to enter your house and strike you down.

“Remember, these instructions are a permanent law that you and your descendants must observe forever. When you enter the land the Lord has promised to give you, you will continue to observe this ceremony. Then your children will ask, ‘What does this ceremony mean?’ And you will reply, ‘It is the Passover sacrifice to the Lord, for he passed over the houses of the Israelites in Egypt. And though he struck the Egyptians, he spared our families.’” When Moses had finished

Move forward in time to the time when, Jesus was with His disciples, it was the time of Passover the night of the Lord’s arrest.

For about two weeks now this has been on my mind and in my heart. How often do we remember what the Lord did for us on that night? The night of Passover.

(Remember the first Passover all those years ago…it was at twilight…The Lord was there then too.)

While they were eating Jesus took bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and gave it to his disciples and said, “Take and eat this is my body.”

Then he took a cup, and when he had given thanks, he gave to them, saying, “Drink from it, all of you. This is my blood of the covenant, which is poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins. I tell you, I will not drink from this fruit of the vine from now on until that day when I drink it new with you in my Father’s kingdom.” Matthew 26:26-29New International Version (NIV)

He never said to stop doing this…he said whenever you do this, you are remembering Him, and what He accomplished for us.

Just as the Lord delivered His people out of bondage all those eons ago; Jesus delivered us out of bondage when he died for us. He is the same yesterday, today and forever!

When Jesus was on the cross they used the hyssop plant to give him drink. Remember the hyssop used to wipe the door posts of houses. Jesus’ arms were stretched wide as the blood ran from his hands, and head and feet…

A jar of wine vinegar was there, so they soaked a sponge in it, put the sponge on a stalk of the hyssop plant, and lifted it to Jesus’ lips. John 19:29New International Version (NIV)

Are we remembering Him? Are we doing what He said to do?

Many people of the Christian faith don’t even know what Passover is anymore? Why? Because the Church has stopped remembering. Stopped teaching. If the body of Christ doesn’t set the example of Jesus, who will? When we take communion it is remembering Jesus is our Passover.

In I Corinthians 11:23-26 Paul said,

For I received from the Lord what I also passed on to you: The Lord Jesus, on the night he was betrayed, took bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and said, “This is my body, which is for you; do this in remembrance of me.” In the same way, after supper he took the cup, saying, “This cup is the new covenant in my blood; do this, whenever you drink it, in remembrance of me.” For whenever you eat this bread and drink this cup, you proclaim the Lord’s death until he comes.

And then he goes on to say…in I Corinthians 11:27-32

So then, whoever eats the bread or drinks the cup of the Lord in an unworthy manner will be guilty of sinning against the body and blood of the Lord. Everyone ought to examine themselves before they eat of the bread and drink from the cup. For those who eat and drink without discerning the body of Christ eat and drink judgment on themselves. That is why many among you are weak and sick, and a number of you have fallen asleep. But if we were more discerning with regard to ourselves, we would not come under such judgment. Nevertheless, when we are judged in this way by the Lord, we are being disciplined so that we will not be finally condemned with the world.

That is why many among you are weak and sick, and a number of you have fallen asleep, died. I’m not saying this to cause condemnation, but it is to remind the Church, that we need to remember just Who Jesus is and that His body was broken for us, and that His blood is for the remission of sin. And as often as we eat this bread and drink this cup, we proclaim the Lord’s death til He comes.

He came, and He is coming back…

God loves us so much and His discipline is not to hurt us. It is to show how much He really loves us.

Thanks for listening. Be blessed! Be happy!

Remember… Jesus said, this is my body, take eat…this is my blood, take drink…it is poured out for you, for the forgiveness of sin.

A young lamb, the Lamb of God, when His blood is applied to the doorpost of our hearts and the Lord passes over us we will not die but have everlasting life.

–Marla Shaw O’Neill – February 22, 2017

This morning I asked the Lord what he wanted me to write about but I wasn’t hearing anything. So I thought well, maybe he won’t give me anything today. Then I heard the words, “Remember Lot’s Wife.”

I went to my bible study and Priscilla Shirer   Gideon Bible Study. She

talked about Sodom and Gomorrah. Then as the ladies at my table began to share, this one lady talked about how fear and anxiety paralyzes her. And the words that the Holy Spirit had spoken to me came flooding back. “Remember Lot’s wife.” So I shared with them what God had given me this morning.

I came home and I was going to look up the passage when I saw a Blogger post I had written in 2015. It was a poem titled, “Remember Lot’s Wife, Don’t Look Back.” So you know what I’m going to do? I’m going to write about, “Remember Lot’s Wife.”

Genesis 19:26 AMP Bible – But Lot’s wife, from behind him, [foolishly, longingly] looked [back toward Sodom in an act of disobedience], and she became a pillar of salt.

You’ve been delivered, set free from bondage. You’ve been blessed with goodness and mercy. You are loved and cared for. You have provision for your living; a good home and plenty of food to eat. Your finances are met. A warning comes that you must leave in an instant. The place where you live has been judged and will be destroyed. You must leave with your husband and step-daughters. Now!

Why would you question? Why would you want to stay in a place that is so vile and evil? It is so evil that the men in your village want to seduce the holy messengers that have come to warn you to leave the place.

But my home, my things, I was born here, and have lived here all my life. Why do I have to leave? Why? These could have been the thoughts of Lot’s wife’s. She was not of Lot’s, tribe. But being married to him she came under his protection. She didn’t realize the danger she was in. Sodom and Gomorrah were to be totally destroyed that very night. Lot was spared because of Abraham’s petition to the Lord. People are praying for us all the time. Praise God.

Sometimes we don’t even see the danger even when it is pointed out to us. We are so used to the life around us we can’t see the evil. We can’t see just how vile and disgusting it has become. We get used to the smell of the cesspool and it doesn’t stink anymore.

But God does not play games…He will not be mocked. He does have His limit. Yes His mercy is from everlasting to everlasting…but He has said, I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy and compassion on whom I will have compassion. Romans 9:15

Surely you won’t die…was the serpents words to Eve in the garden. But she did.

Go and do not look back , if you do, you will die. Said the Lord! Lot’s wife looked back and she was turned to a pillar of salt instantly…why…she did what God said not to do…that is disobedience.

How many times have we played on God’s mercy? How many times have we not believed what He said? How many times have we looked back to a life that even though it was horrible and disgusting, it was familiar? It was home and we long for it. Even though God has said, “Do not look back or you will die.”

Oh we don’t die instantly or turn into a pillar of salt and least not physically. But I’ve learned recently that looking back at my past life brings fear, condemnation, regret, longing for those who are not even on this earth anymore and it causes a lot of heart-ache and pain.

It was no mistake this morning when God spoke to my heart and said, “Remember Lot’s wife.” He knows my heart and how lonely I get missing my family. And while there is nothing wrong with remembering where he’s brought us from and transformed us into His likeness. It is wrong to dwell on sins that God has wiped away. Disobedience brings death every time. Thoughts may come but dismiss them quickly. God does not lie.

God is trying to tell us to keep our minds, hearts and eyes on Jesus where we will receive life and truth and goodness and mercy.

Remember Lot’s wife…don’t do what she did…

DO NOT LOOK BACK!

Press on towards Him…He is our present and our future…

There is nothing back there for you. Keep looking Up. Keep looking forward. That is where you will find joy with renewed strength. That is where you’ll find safety and great reward. Keep your eyes on Jesus all the way home!!

–Marla Shaw O’Neill February 21, 2017

Remember Lot’s Wife Don’t Look Back

Was she a righteous woman…
Who stood in the shadow of her man…
Is there but ten who will follow
The God of Abraham….

Green pastures rich and flourishing
Peace and rest is found…
But in the city-of-sin, her heart was hardened and bound…

Angels came to deliver them…
But she; apprehensive to leave,
For this was her life
This is all that she believed…

Come away from here make haste;
This place is destined for fire…
Take your family; flee…

Death is imminent; have no desire
To stay within this place
Judgment has come
There will be no saving grace…

Taking flight, they hurry
Running through the night…
But the woman full of regret
Leaving all behind, memories of her past
Turns not heeding will this be her last…

Shutting out God’s word His messengers she spurned
Wanting her country, wanting only to return…
“Do not look back.” This was God’s command…

Just one look, that’s all it took…
Her breath and life in that moment, forsook
As she turns to take one final look…

A Pillar of salt now stands…

Stone cold, lifeless…
Death from disobedience…
Oh, please, learn this lesson from the Holy Book…

Remember Lot’s wife, you women of worth…
Looking back only turns to regret and hurt…
Put away your idols, your past is gone…never look back…
Keep forging on…

Live in the now…
Heart rich and free…
For God has given His love to thee!
When he says go…don’t look back, just flee!

By: Marla Shaw O’Neill October 26, 2015©
Genesis 19:15-26; Luke 17:29-33

Waking and hearing these words this morning I listened closely…Who do you say that I am?

Jesus sitting in a private conversation with His disciples asked the question. Who do people say that I am? What have you heard about me? (Matthew 16)

Now of course Jesus knew what was being said. But he wanted to hear what the disciples would say. And he wanted to make them aware of the question so that they would ask themselves and know, “Who He really is.”

This was not a rhetorical question. He wanted an answer.

These twelve men were called and they followed Him. There was a tax collector, who people despised, but Matthew left his profession and followed this Rabi when he was called. Peter an obnoxious, loud mouth fisherman, put down his nets and followed Jesus when he said, “Come follow me and I will make you to become a fisher-of-men.” Andrew and Judas, Bartholomew, John, James, Philip, Jude, Simon the Zealot and Thomas…why would these twelve men drop everything and follow this man they didn’t even know. There was something different about Him…

“Well, some say you are John the Baptist, raised from the dead. Some say you are Elias, because of all the miracles and some say you are Jeremiah, or one of the prophets.”

He pressed them, “And how about you? Who do you say I am?”

Simon Peter said, “You’re the Christ, the Messiah, the Son of the living God.” (Read Matthew 16:13-20)

Today there are many voices with many opinions; believers and unbelievers. All have an opinion of who they say Jesus is!

There is an abundance of information on the subject. Television ministers and podcast, social media icons on every ad and news post…we no longer have to wait for the “Newspaper” to come out weekly…we have the news instantly on every cell phone and technological devise or state of the art tool available anywhere in the world. Even to the most remote place known to man, yes, people have to have their toys…

So, like the question asked all those years ago…Jesus/Yeshua is still asking today… “Who do YOU say, that I am.”

Do you know Him? Really know Him?

Like Peter, has he been revealed to you by God the Father?

That Jesus, is the Christ, the Messiah, the Son of the Living God!

Has he sat with you unaware on a turbulent airplane and guided you to safety?

Has he been with you in that hospital room while you waited the outcome of your loved ones surgery and a miracle took place, all went well. Did you know He was there?

Have you felt His grace and comfort when saying goodbye to someone you love more than life as their spirit left their body?

Do you talk to Him every day…Have you heard Him whisper, “I love you child, lean on me, I am with you, do not be afraid.”

In the middle of your bankruptcy, divorce, robbery, rape, abuse, abandonment, addiction, abortion, hate, war, mental torment, have you sensed a presence bigger than your problems, that carried you to the other side and helped you escape even death!

Who is He?

Have you sung victory songs and prayed but no answer came, but you trust Him anyway?

Has he blessed you with good things, a happy life and peace that is unexplainable…yet you turn Him away?

I know you’ve heard about Him, but do you know, WHO HE IS?

“Who do you say I am?” Jesus is asking you right now!

He wants you to know exactly WHO HE IS!

He Is The Christ, the Messiah, the Son of the Living God…That’s who He is.

Listen to His response to what Peter said… (son of the dove)

Jesus came back, “God bless you, Simon, son of Jonah! You didn’t get that answer out of books or from teachers. My Father in heaven, God himself, let you in on this secret of who I really am. And now I’m going to tell you who you are, really are. You are Peter, a rock. This is the rock on which I will put together my church, a church so expansive with energy that not even the gates of hell will be able to keep it out.

“And that’s not all. You will have complete and free access to God’s kingdom, keys to open any and every door: no more barriers between heaven and earth, earth and heaven. A yes on earth is yes in heaven. A no on earth is no in heaven.” Matthew 16:17-19 The Message Bible

Maybe you’re cynical, an atheist, or agnostic maybe you’re a believer…or maybe you think it’s all just a fairytale and you’re too old for such ‘nonsense’…maybe you just don’t care…

It doesn’t matter…God is still God! Jesus is the Christ, the Messiah, the Son of the Living God whether you believe or not!

He loves you and will keep on loving you no matter what…but He will not go against your free will…

But, Jesus will keep on asking, “Who do you, say, I am?”

If you truly want to know who He is ask and, His Heavenly Father, God, will reveal who He is to you. He is the Savior, life giver, friend, redeemer, anointed one, healer, truth and way…He prays for you, and loves you. He is God, comforter, teacher, Coming King…He is the Son of the Living God!!!

–Marla Shaw O’Neill – February 20, 2017

 

Early this morning before waking, I had a dream but it was more like a vision. I saw the image of a target. The background was a light gray with three black circles, each one smaller in diameter then the next. In the center was a big gray X. Then I heard the words, “X marks the spot.” I saw this three times. Then I saw a large three dimensional cross and the words, “this is the X that marked the spot.”

I woke up and began to think about what I had just seen.

I will try to explain what I understood.

Usually when we hear the words, “X marks the spot,” it has to do with seeing a specific place on a map. I pictured in my mind being in outer space and looking down on planet earth…then zooming in on a tiny place, the place was Jerusalem. Over two thousand years ago a Cross or an X stood on top of a hill…called Golgotha, which means, the place of the skull.

Focus on this spot…and picture the cross. It was an X marking the spot where God’s son would hang and die.

Jerusalem is a tiny place…Yet Jerusalem is known to the whole world.

Then I read something yesterday and it hit me…I had one of those AHHHHHH moments…I was overtaken with such insight and an incomprehensible thought of just what God did on that spot.

So here God is in the beginning of time, looking at earth and as he is spinning the earth on his finger he sets it on its axis…then he decides to hang stars and moons and the sun and he sits back as if to say…Oh this is going to be epic…then he flings the rest of the planets into orbit and thinks…this is very good!

He creates all living things by His word. But His greatest design is the creation of a man…He loves him and cares for him and watches him grow and play and live in peace and happiness. God sees the man needs a helpmate and gives the man what is needed.

He comes to dinner with them and talks to them about whatever their heart desires. They are His children. And God loves them. There is no evil in them they are good. Good and perfect, innocent little children. They know only that God is a God of perfect Love and goodness…

And then the unthinkable happens…in one instant everything changes…they do what God said they must not do and evil enters the garden…in that one reckless moment…God is crushed, heartbroken, for now He knows exactly what he must do to restore fellowship with his very own children…God, must die!

Can you see it? Can you see what this means?

One action of disobedience changed the world forever…

And God knew what it would take to restore mankind and His relationship…He knew that everything had to be set up in order…

That it would take years and ages and wars and people like Seth and Abraham and Isaac and Jacob and Joseph and Boaz, and Rahab and David and Mary to say yes…in order for God to be born, and die and resurrect so that you and I could once more be in a right relationship with Him…

Do you see what God did?

Why?

Because He loves us so much. He knew that He had to come and die on a cross, the X, which marked the spot, where He would forever change death back to life…

Think about it…

God loves you so much!! Can you love Him back? Will you accept Him and walk with Him and be His child?

There is a target and there is a big X on it…God is saying he wants you to say, Yes to Him. Yes to restoration between you and Him.

X marks the spot; that spot is your heart!

Will you keep breaking God’s heart or will you let Him restore yours?

–Marla Shaw O’Neill February 18, 2017

God called to the Man: “Where are you?”

He said, “I heard you in the garden and I was afraid because I was naked. And I hid.”

God said, “Who told you, you were naked? Did you eat from that tree I told you not to eat from?”

The Man said, “The Woman you gave me as a companion, she gave me fruit from the tree, and, yes, I ate it.”

God said to the Woman, “What is this that you’ve done?”

“The serpent seduced me,” she said, “and I ate.” Genesis 3:9-13 The Message Bible

As they were going out, they met a man from Cyrene, named Simon, and they forced him to carry the cross. They came to a place called Golgotha (which means “the place of the skull”). Matthew 27:32-33 New International Version (NIV) 

The angel said to the women, “Do not be afraid, for I know that you are looking for Jesus, who was crucified. He is not here; he has risen, just as he said. Come and see the place where he lay. Then go quickly and tell his disciples: ‘He has risen from the dead and is going ahead of you into Galilee. There you will see him.’ Now I have told you.” Matthew 28:5-7 (NIV) 

Then the eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the mountain where Jesus had told them to go. When they saw him, they worshiped him; but some doubted. Then Jesus came to them and said, “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” Matthew 28:17-20 (NIV)

Think about it…Adam and Eve hid themselves from God after they sinned…why?

Listen…

Adam walked with God in the cool of the day…until he ate of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil…then Adam died…

He saw that he was naked; he saw that Eve was naked, and when God came to walk with him, Adam hid himself because he was afraid…

Genesis 3:8New King James Version (NKJV)

And they heard the sound of the Lord God walking in the garden in the cool of the day, and Adam and his wife hid themselves from the presence of the Lord God among the trees of the garden.

It wasn’t just because he had disobeyed what God had told him not to do… that was a big part but part of it was because now Adam knew evil…and he could not stand in the presence of an ALL, GOOD, God, anymore because of the evil he now could see…God’s essence is so different, so powerful, so brilliant, like nothing we can even imagine… Adam could no longer physically, (because he was now dead, spiritually and physically, but it would take time for his body to return to the dust.) But now, Adam knew what evil was, and he now knew what good was, and the evil in him could no longer stand in the Goodness of God’s presence. Adam now had the knowledge of Good and Evil.

Then the Lord God took the man and put him in the Garden of Eden to tend and keep it. And the Lord God commanded the man, saying, “Of every tree of the garden you may freely eat; but of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil you shall not eat, for in the day that you eat of it you shall surely die.” Genesis 2:15-17 New King James Version (NKJV)

When…

God appeared to Moses in the burning bush, which was a representation of God…God caused a natural bush to burn with a super-natural fire and it did not consume the bush. It was God’s way of getting Moses’ attention. And because God is Holy, he told him to take off his shoes. Moses’ shoes representing evil. Not that his shoes were evil but it was God’s way of saying, your humanness is not like my Holiness…

One day Moses was tending the flock of his father-in-law, Jethro, the priest of Midian. He led the flock far into the wilderness and came to Sinai, the mountain of God. There the angel of the Lord appeared to him in a blazing fire from the middle of a bush. Moses stared in amazement. Though the bush was engulfed in flames, it didn’t burn up. “This is amazing,” Moses said to himself. “Why isn’t that bush burning up? I must go see it.”

When the Lord saw Moses coming to take a closer look, God called to him from the middle of the bush, “Moses! Moses!”

“Here I am!” Moses replied.

“Do not come any closer,” the Lord warned. “Take off your sandals, for you are standing on holy ground. I am the God of your father—the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob.” When Moses heard this, he covered his face because he was afraid to look at God. Exodus 3:1-6 New Living Translation (NLT)

When…

God said he’d meet with Moses and the people at the mountain, and it shook with God’s power and smoke rose from the mountain…thundering and lightning sounded, and the people were afraid and said, “No, Moses you talk to God for us.” Imagine how powerful God’s presence must be. He cloaked himself in a mountain and the people were still afraid. Read Exodus 19-20.

God’s essence is so powerful that man cannot look on God and live. Moses wanted to see God face to face…but God told Moses, “OK, but you’ll have to hide yourself in the crack of the rock and as I pass by you can see just a glimpse of my glory…”

Moses responded, “Then show me your glorious presence.” The Lord replied, “I will make all my goodness pass before you, and I will call out my name, Yahweh, before you. For I will show mercy to anyone I choose, and I will show compassion to anyone I choose. But you may not look directly at my face, for no one may see me and live.” The Lord continued, “Look, stand near me on this rock. As my glorious presence passes by, I will hide you in the crevice of the rock and cover you with my hand until I have passed by. Then I will remove my hand and let you see me from behind. But my face will not be seen.” Exodus 33:18-23 New Living Translation (NLT)

We’ve seen movies of penetrating light that can melt buildings and people in one flash… that is man’s idea of power…just think about it…God’s power is a trillion times greater than anything we can come up with or imagine.

Can you grasp the concept of God’s power? No! We can’t. And yet as frail humans we shake our fists at God, use his name in vain, say he doesn’t exist, make golden images of idols, to worship and bow down to, out of His creation and claim we know more than He does…how insane is that??? How “stupid.”

Man maybe has a 100 year life span…Age deteriorates the body and mind…disease and sickness strips the body of life…medicine is only a temporary fix, it helps but does not give life…

So,

What in the world gives man the idea that he is more powerful than God? Of all the great men that have ever lived…where are they today?

And all the so called great men of today…where will they be in 100 years if they live that long?

God will still be God, He never changes. He will always be. But man will go back to the dust…where God created him.

The only thing that lives forever is the soul. God gave man a living soul.

The soul will live in one of two places…Heaven or Hell…

We have a choice…

In order for man to walk with God once more, God cloaked himself in a body of flesh. He was born, He died and He resurrected.

But if Christ is in you, then even though your body is subject to death because of sin, the Spirit gives life because of righteousness. And if the Spirit of him who raised Jesus from the dead is living in you, he who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies because of^[his Spirit who lives in you. Romans 8:10-11 New International Version (NIV)

God made a way for man to walk and talk and live and have a relationship once more with Him through the plan of sending His only son, Jesus.

We don’t have to hide or be afraid of God anymore. And God no longer has to shield us from His glory…for His glory lives right inside of us.

God the Father all Powerful, Jesus the Son by His blood we are washed, and the Holy Spirit revealer of Jesus, they are three in one…

God created the Universe hung the stars, moon and sun…

Controls the wind and the sea…created man and He lives in you and me…

His brilliance…His essence…His atomic energy gives us LIFE!!!

When God comes calling…do not hide…run to walk with Him!!!

Do not be afraid…He is Good, He is Love…

Jesus/Yeshua…New birth….New life…

Draw close to Him, let Him draw close to you…

AMEN!!! Run to God!!!

–Marla Shaw O’Neill February 17, 2017

When the earth beneath me crumbles

And leaves me shaken, wounded and humbled

I lean on Him…

When feelings of discomfort and weakness

Leave me bowed in quiet solitude

I lean on Him…

When dreams are dashed upon the rocks,

And scattered to the four winds in hopelessness

I lean upon Him…

In weakness He is my strength

In battle He is my courage

In sickness He is my Joy

For there is no other in whom I lean

Jesus is everything…

I lean on Him.

–Marla Shaw O’Neill February 16, 2017

This precious lady was a constant presence in my mother’s house. Memories of my childhood are felt in her music and I hope it will bless your heart!! For there is no other fountain where I can be more satisfied, than in the arms of Christ my Savior…Days long gone but not forgotten…Southern is my heritage in this world and…I wouldn’t have it any other way! God bless you ALL today! I think a little bit of Southern is needful today!!

Remember though…Jesus is our everlasting Hope…Lean on Him!

OK here’s a praise report! So let me start by saying, thank you all for your prayers and the love you show. God is faithful and God is good and God is Love! I have to say first, that,  I’ve had that awful bug, and it is awful…a whole lot of you have had it too!

Being diabetic and having a weakened immune system it does tend to make it a lot worse. But I thank God that I don’t focus on that. I do what I have to do to take care of what I need to take care of, and I try not to dwell on it. When it gets really bad, I ask for prayer.

I understand exactly why, I was allowed to come down with it and I accept responsibility, that’s between me and God. I liken it unto Paul’s thorn in the flesh…I’ve asked God to heal me and I believe for my healing and if he wants to heal me he will. I’ve accepted my “thorn” the 24/7 blood monitoring, the high’s and the lows constantly slamming the body, the mind fog and disorientation, the shakes and the sweats, and sore fingers, testing ten times a day. I’ve accepted the knowledge that being insulin dependent because a virus killed my beta cells that live in the pancreas, and they don’t grow back…some have lost limb and eye-sight and other complications that come with this “thorn” but I cannot allow myself to dwell on all those horrors…I am a type one diabetic…I can’t live without insulin and all the exercise and diet will not change it, it can help but it won’t heal me…So, I keep on going. I believe in God and I have faith. I’ve seen many healings, miracles, and I know without a doubt God heals today, he has never stopped. I know His gifts are for today, he has never changed. What he did from the beginning he is still doing today.

I’ve seen legs and spines grow right before my eyes when people have been prayed for and God did it! I’ve seen babies born that doctor’s said would never happen. I’ve seen club feet made whole personally my son. I’ve seen blood stop running from a wound that needed stitches but God stopped the flow and no stitches were given. I’ve seen God do miraculous things…and I’ve watched the ultimate healing of a Saint of God, taken home, my own mother…So I know first-hand God heals…

But the most important healing of all is the healing of a sin, sick, heart, that comes to walk and live and be transformed and accepts Jesus as their savior. There is no greater healing than this.

So with all that being said, back to my praise report…and I’m not telling anyone else to do this, I’m just saying what I did. Have faith in God.

With infection in the body it causes high blood sugar; I try to stay away from medication that will raise my blood sugars. And so I drink lots of fluids, take Tylenol for fever, cough drops for coughing and eat chicken soup and test, test, test my blood sugar. Antibiotics are useless for a virus so I just pray and bear all the rest waiting in faith on God. I stand in faith knowing God will heal me. He designed the body in a magnificent way and the natural antibodies will work along with prayer and wisdom. I’m not saying don’t take medication or go to the doctor. All I’m saying, is this is what I do. I’m not stupid…or delusional…LOL…but I do have faith in God and I use wisdom. If I need to go to the doctor I do.

When I need to rest I rest. God is real He is faithful and he has ways we can’t even imagine…All I know to do is have Faith in God! Read His word because it is life and it is wisdom…Pray because it is talking with my heavenly father and he talks back to me. Go to Church because our other brothers and sisters gather there and we encourage each other. To the person out there who does not believe in God…I just want to tell you this… It’s like being in a dark room and you don’t know you’re in a dark room…UNTIL the light comes on.

I’m asking Jesus to turn your light on today…

Because without that light you have no hope…It’s difficult enough being a believer when you get sick, and you are having faith but not having that hope, it would be impossible…Not knowing Jesus as a personal savior and you are living with cancer, dying, or your child is hit with an incurable disease and you have only doctor’s and bills and worry and grief to deal with…

I pray for you today the unbeliever that God will bring healing to your heart and open your understanding so that you will have hope in Him and faith to walk and peace that passes all understanding. Amen!!!

God bless you my family and my friends…I know many of you are struggling, but look up, God’s got cha!!!

–Marla Shaw O’Neill February 15, 2017

 

 

 

He spoke Life…

He spoke Love…

He spoke Hope!!!

Open your mouth and speak Life…

Life, Life, Life…To Life!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I shall not die, but live, and declare the works of the Lord.

The Lord hath chastened me sore: but he hath not given me over unto death. Open to me the gates of righteousness: I will go into them, and I will praise the Lord: Psalm 118:17-19 King James Version (KJV) 

Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits:

Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases;

Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; who crowneth thee with lovingkindness and tender mercies; Who satisfieth thy mouth with good things; so that thy youth is renewed like the eagle’s. Psalm 103:1-5 King James Version (KJV)

I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust. Psalm 91:2King James Version (KJV)

There was a little song we used to sing when I was a little girl, (a time before time,) just kidding, in Vacation Bible School, that said:

Be careful little eyes what you see

Be careful little eyes what you see

For the Father up above, is looking on with love

So be careful little eyes what you see…

Be careful little ears what you hear

Be careful little ears what you hear

For the Father up above, is looking on with love

So be careful little ears what you hear…

And it would go on to say be careful little mouth what you say…little feet where you go…little hands what you do and so on.

What are we watching, what are we hearing, what are we speaking? Someone is always watching. Most important; God is always watching.

The tongue is a powerful tool…it can heal and it can destroy.

The tongue has the power of life and death, and those who love it will eat its fruit. Proverbs 18:21 New International Version (NIV)

What we say comes straight from the heart…

My child, pay attention to what I say. Listen carefully to my words. Don’t lose sight of them. Let them penetrate deep into your heart, for they bring life to those who find them, and healing to their whole body.

Guard your heart above all else, for it determines the course of your life. Avoid all perverse talk; stay away from corrupt speech. Proverbs 4:20-24New Living Translation (NLT)

Are you speaking words of life today?

Is your heart full of Love? True love comes from God.

Do you know God?

Do you know His son?

For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten son, that whosoever believes in Him would not perish but have everlasting life. John 3:16

What you speak, will tell, if you know Him…

Speak Life…Speak Hope…Speak Love!

Not only is God watching, your children are watching and listening and learning by what you say and what you do…

“What you do speaks so loud that what you say I cannot hear.”

Will they learn to speak life by what you are speaking…?

You’re character goes before you…

Let truth, mercy, and life, follow you into the future! Your children are the future!

Speak Life!

Today is celebrated as heart day…a day of love and life!! What’s in your heart?

–Marla Shaw O’Neill February 14, 2017

 Life has many surprises

Lives come and go…

Sometimes welcomed

And sometimes full of woe…

But life keeps right on spinning…

Webs of timelessness

Where present days become ancient…

As time comes and goes…

You may be here today

But tomorrow no one knows…

Only in this moment will time bestow…

A moment in time we grow…

Where are you going? What seeds will you sow?

Are you surprised when someone dies?

Are you prepared to go?

Everything has a season…a time for every purpose under heaven.

And so,

When someone’s born and someone dies

When you plant your crop then its harvest time

With war comes death, afterwards healing begins

Time brings down and with it new buildings

Sometimes you cry and sometimes you laugh

Grieving for the night, but morning brings the dance

Take time to scatter stones and time to gather them

Embrace while you can, for soon you’ll turn away

Searching will happen, searching will end

Some things you’ll keep, sometimes you’ll throw away

Tearing begins and then there’s time to mend

Quiet time and time to speak

Loving time and time to hate

Time for war then time for peace

Will this cycle never cease?

God gave all but only a lease

Unless you are born of Him

Then eternally you will not decease…

Time will then increase.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8New Living Translation (NLT)

A Time for Everything 

For everything there is a season,

a time for every activity under heaven.

A time to be born and a time to die.

A time to plant and a time to harvest.

A time to kill and a time to heal.

A time to tear down and a time to build up.

A time to cry and a time to laugh.

A time to grieve and a time to dance.

A time to scatter stones and a time to gather stones.

A time to embrace and a time to turn away.

A time to search and a time to quit searching.

A time to keep and a time to throw away.

A time to tear and a time to mend.

A time to be quiet and a time to speak.

A time to love and a time to hate.

A time for war and a time for peace.

 

I have four tiny sweethearts

Men of the most valiant kind

I wish that I could turn back the clock

And spend a lot more time…

With these, my, boys…

Oh what love and precious joy

They’ve shared with me in life…

But time goes on and on and on…

They’ve precious sweethearts too…

Who,

Add more joy to our family.

These boys…dear God, I’m thankful for…

And that you have the best plan…

When you created man…

Cause, if left up to us mothers we’d never, ever, part…

Thank you God, for my children and their loving, giving hearts.

Thank you God, for all the years but more than all of this…

I thank you for the grandchildren they are more than marvelous.

My four tiny sweethearts…have multiplied, and Oh what love is seen…

When love unites and doubles…it’s a miracle,

Mothers know exactly what I mean.

Loving you always my sweet, sweet, jellybeans,

Marla Shaw O’Neill – February 14, 2017