{"id":239,"date":"2015-06-22T10:14:00","date_gmt":"2015-06-22T15:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/becourageousbebold.com\/index.php\/2015\/06\/22\/time-is-close\/"},"modified":"2015-06-22T10:14:00","modified_gmt":"2015-06-22T15:14:00","slug":"time-is-close","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/becourageousbebold.com\/index.php\/2015\/06\/22\/time-is-close\/","title":{"rendered":"Time is Close"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Weekends I spend with my mom and my husband at my mom&#8217;s home. She&#8217;s struggling with&nbsp;the horrid disease, cancer.<\/p>\n<p>Doctor&#8217;s say she has days now. <\/p>\n<p>She&#8217;s still alert and gets up each morning makes her bed, gets dressed and makes herself a cup of coffee. Mom is very independent and talks as if she will live on and on. She has strong faith in God&nbsp;and&nbsp;he does&nbsp;sustain her.<\/p>\n<p>For three years my sister and I, as well as,&nbsp;other family members have taken turns being with her. We&nbsp;help her with her medicine and see to it that she&#8217;s&nbsp;not&nbsp;alone.<\/p>\n<p>As I watch her grow weaker&nbsp;and time passes the emotions range from anger, to downright hysteria when I&#8217;m by myself, and no one else&nbsp;can see the tears&#8230;at other times I just break down and cry and don&#8217;t care who sees&#8230;it&#8217;s the most difficult time I&#8217;ve ever faced&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Sixty-one years I&#8217;ve enjoyed my mom and now that time is coming to a close.<\/p>\n<p>Yes God is faithful and he keeps us through the process.&nbsp;No he never said life would be easy but he did say he&#8217;d go through it with us,&nbsp;and so we wait.<br \/><span><\/span><br \/><span>Psalm 91:14-16<\/span><span>New King James Version (NKJV)<\/span><\/p>\n<div>\n<div><span><sup>14&nbsp;<\/sup>\u201cBecause he has set his love upon Me, therefore I will deliver him;<\/span><br \/><span>I will set him on high, because he has known My name.<\/span><br \/><span><sup>15&nbsp;<\/sup>He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him;<\/span><br \/><span>I <i>will be<\/i> with him in trouble;<\/span><br \/><span>I will deliver him and honor him.<\/span><br \/><span><sup>16&nbsp;<\/sup>With long life I will satisfy him,<\/span><br \/><span>And show him My salvation.\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div style=\"clear: both; text-align: center;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/2.bp.blogspot.com\/-R4-6NsdBB_s\/VYgj0WBi7gI\/AAAAAAAAEcU\/YkgEiql7CUc\/s1600\/Mom%2BReads62015.jpg\" style=\"margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" height=\"320\" src=\"http:\/\/2.bp.blogspot.com\/-R4-6NsdBB_s\/VYgj0WBi7gI\/AAAAAAAAEcU\/YkgEiql7CUc\/s320\/Mom%2BReads62015.jpg\" width=\"240\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Weekends I spend with my mom and my husband at my mom&#8217;s home. She&#8217;s struggling with&nbsp;the horrid disease, cancer. Doctor&#8217;s say she has days now. She&#8217;s still alert and gets up each morning makes her bed, gets dressed and makes herself a cup of coffee. 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